I'm busy and I'm tierd.....stupid life commitments go to hell I wanna model.

Well I've been modeling now for at least three days straight have done so much in that time that it's kinda interesting. I fell pretty tired atm now which is annoying because I'm wanting to finish modeling the scene I'm on blahhhh so close it's frustrating ><
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I think I might model a shotgun tonight ^^

Well I now understand how photometric lighting works after lots of reading mainly thanks to [link] . I'll be modeling most of the night I have something like 60 cans of coke 30 normal and 30 zero so I can guess that I'll be able to do my work, also today while I was trouling throuhg my 1TB worth of crap that I consider my mind I discovered a very cool scene/ UT3 map almost finished but I think I had gotten bored with it at some point so I've been salvaging it for parts and I'm pretty impressed with what I've been modeling so "yay" to me if I can keep on practicing that way I am and taking my time to understand and evolve in my desired career path then I feel that some day I will be able to work with those that I have admired for years . I know I did AIE but at the time I felt that I have evolved and become a more mature person so yeh good for me

Wow I'm lazy, not really my fault the net, world, people scare me I want to attach to you all but society is a wicked thing. I understand machines more than I understand people and that can be a concern...maybe I should try to fit in...

btw I've been modeling the thing I see in the dark...I don't like it.

I've also been spending my day working on the sene that I'm modeling I will say that it is comming along happily, the lighting and texturing will be the hardest parts I feel. Can I pull it off? I think so I find when I sit down and become addicted to something they tend to look really nice and have lots of detail so lets see if I can push myself into something and learn more and such

Well been busy, I'm having an interview this Friday for a programing course that will see me with an apprenticeship.

I'm also been modeling so no I've not been ignoring my 3d modeling funnily enough the pic of what I'm doing atm is out of date, I'm just about to finish modeling and begin my harassment of the artartisan guys for crit and help it amking the texturing/ rendering job look sexy